On Sunday,
as Mass ended Father asked all the mothers to stand up for a special blessing. After the blessing the choir sang a song
especially for all the moms and when the song ended Father shared a poem that
he wrote for his mom (who passed away not even six months ago). The poem was beautiful- it made many mommies
cry. As he ended the poem he got so
chocked up and was unable to speak. He
is a man of a joyful disposition, very loving, always laughing and transmitting
that joy to those he encounters. Thus,
seeing him on the verge of tears consumed by his grief, unable to bring to a
close the Eucharistic Service, really moved the entire congregation. I think we waited about five minutes
dumbfounded in silence. No one left the parish we all waited silently
in solidarity until our loving priest composed himself enough to silently give us his blessing.
Once when I
had just started attending bible studies at the Old Catholic Church a visiting
priest came and he shared his story of receiving the call to become a
priest. The priest told us that he had
been invited to a Catholic conference by a friend and after much persistence on
the side of the friend he agreed to go.
Yet, he was a drug addict and during the conference he so high on drugs
that he sat taking naps during the lectures.
The conference was about to end the last speaker had taken the floor and
about midway thru the talk the priest wakes up to the image of Jesus holding a
man (“Forgiven” by Thomas Blackshear).
Jesus is holding a broken sinner.
The priest is so moved by the image that now fully awake and alert, he
sees God holding him and calling him higher.
He stares at the painting and continues to see his own image wrapped in
the merciful hands of God. This painting
moves him so deeply, minutes later he begins to hear God calling him to His
service. He is healed from his
addictions on the spot and with humility and a grateful spirit he goes into seminary to become a
priest. He's the priest that laid hands on me when I was healed.
As I have
deepened in my faith I have come to the understanding that priests and leaders
of the church are utterly human. They
struggle and hurt just like all of us. Sometimes
because they have taken religious vows we assume that they are closer to God
and we forget to pray for them (perhaps thinking they don’t need it). We forget that they need to be loved by us as
brothers in Christ – that they need motivation and encouragement. I challenge you to do something nice this
week for the priests in your parish, we are the instruments of God and it is
our duty to express God’s love to others including our clergy. God needs our hands and lips to hug and encourage others (smile). I still get intimidated by our church leaders
sometimes because of the erroneous image I've had of them, but slowly God is
showing me that priests are normal people too. Let us pray.
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