Yesterday, I finally had my Rite of Admission in my Secular Franciscan Order! After years of being on hold, first because we didn’t have a spiritual director and then because of Covid; I felt like I would never leave limbo. Many times, I asked God if this path was really what He wanted for me because I felt like the longest person in formation. Yesterday, when I finally was able to take the next step and participate in the Rite of Admission I was utterly joyful. I felt the giddiness I felt when I celebrated my First Communion!
The short ceremony was so utterly beautiful. The communal prayers were wonderful. Afterward, my fraternity gave me my first wooden
Tau cross, the rule and a book to continue guiding my path towards profession. My sponsor showered me with an exquisite
bouquet of roses – there was even a couple of delicious cakes! I was then hugged and congratulated by every
member, I honestly felt like my heart would burst in thanksgiving and joy.
Lately, I have been struggling with anxiety and the communal
rite and celebration gave me so much hope, it was just what I needed. I realized how much I have missed and needed
community during these past months and I am so blessed that I have a spiritual
family. Hopefully, we will continue to
meet in person and share special moments.
Even though I know my community is pretty awesome, I was still blown
away by their kindness and generosity in making my day so utterly memorable.
The wait made this moment more special (now I know how Saint Clare felt) and I am so looking forward to my profession and finally joining the Franciscans.
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