Encouragement is a two-way street. These past couple of weeks at work have been super stressful as I get used to my new routine as a hybrid teacher. Now more than ever I struggle going from an in-person period to a virtual one. My anxiety has been a huge struggle because I tend to have issues with being in control and right now flipping from one mode of teaching to another without a break to gather my bearings has been extremely challenging. I kept asking my fellow teachers if they felt equally stressed to gage whether what I am feeling comes from the job or if I’m having severe anxiety again. Their validation gave me hope that once I get used to my new normal, my anxiety will calm. Then on Thursday our principal surprised us a basket of snacks to help us get through our first whole week of the grind. That action immediately gave me a feeling of being appreciated, helped with anxiety and encouraged me to keep going.
I am constantly trying to find ways to motivate my students (many
who struggle with mental disabilities) and there are times that I also need to
be encouraged too. I think most of us
appreciate having a cheerleader on our team now and then. Most of the time I try to take that role, but
when I step away and it seems like I am no longer doing it it’s because I
probably need you to encourage me. That’s
why I feel so blessed to work at my school where we are small enough to be able
to work in a way where we feel like a team switching roles between encouraging
and receiving encouragement.
Every morning I try to encourage myself by praying in the
morning and then listening to Relevant Radio on the way to work. I remind
myself that God loves me unconditionally and that whatever size my problems
might be, God is bigger.
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