You know
something that I always found fascinating about the Catholic Church, that the
doors to parishes are always open. If I
want to begin my day with Mass and linger after to pray, if I want to swing by
during my lunch hour, if I want to stop on my way home, or go say goodnight
before I hit my bed the doors await open.
God is everywhere, no argument there, but when I step in a place of
worship the aesthetics help my thoughts center on God. As I step inside my hand mechanically
searches for the holy water to bless myself, that small action begins this deep
spiritual experience. Though some
parishes have chapels, I like to get myself comfortable in a pew in the main
building first. I love being alone in
such a vast building because it makes me feel small and God bigger than
life. Most times I sit in silence, other
times I pray or read the bible. It’s
just so nice to be there, alone and feel like I have God’s undivided attention. Last night, I went directly to the Chapel because I
really needed to be that much closer to God.
At the parish I went to, they had three large candles hanging from the
ceiling above the tabernacle and it made me think of the trinity. There I was feeling defeated and God was
telling me that I am not alone, it was so healing to be surrounded by my triune
God. I prayed the rosary then sat in
silence just lost in the pleasure of being in the presence of my omnipotent
God.
As I
was leaving I stopped by to light a candle at the Virgen de Guadalupe image. That’s another Catholic practice that is also
very dear to me. I love extending my
prayer through the small action of lighting a candle on behalf of a person who
I think needs it. Sacramentals are
special to me, I just love having solid ways to live out my faith. I find it extremely interesting
that the Catholic Church (in its wisdom) uses the physical world to help us
enter into the spiritual. The simplicity
of lighting a candle helps me remember and understand more deeply the words of
our Lord, “I am the Light of the world.”
Before I
got to the door I noticed a statue of Saint Therese and I made my way over to
her for a little bit. She’s a saint that
really inspires me and who I hold a special devotion. I am so glad she was there last night because
she helped me remember to be small. She
reminded me that she had challenges and trials in the convent with other
sisters, but she always chose to be kind and endure the hurts. She not only motivated me, but gave me such
encouragement.
I know that
many of us probably have never really thought much about our parishes being so available,
but am so happy that the Catholic Church literally keeps an open door policy
(smile). Come in, pray and stay.
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